Paul Reubens Shares Story of ‘Pee-wee as Himself’ and Its Creation After His Passing

Paul Reubens’ documentary, “Pee-wee as Himself,” now available on HBO Max, is a powerful and emotional look at the beloved actor’s life. Directed by filmmaker Matt Wolf, the film delves into Reubens’ childhood, his struggles with fame, and his enduring commitment to his alter-ego, Pee-wee Herman.

Initially, Reubens was hesitant to give up creative control of the project, but after forming a strong bond with Wolf, he agreed to let him direct. Their dynamic, captured in recorded phone conversations, showcases Reubens’ resistance and uncertainty about sharing his story.

The documentary is not a typical celebrity biopic. Instead, Wolf aimed to create a portrait of an artist, exploring Reubens’ early years, his artistic awakening, and his struggles with his sexuality. Reubens candidly discusses his experiences living openly as a gay man and the personal sacrifices he made for his art.

The film also addresses the controversies that have overshadowed Reubens’ career, including his 1991 arrest for indecent exposure. Through “Pee-wee as Himself,” Reubens hopes to set the record straight and highlight his artistic accomplishments.

Premiering at the Sundance Film Festival, the documentary has received emotional responses from audiences, showcasing the depth and complexity of Reubens’ story. Wolf’s goal was to create a film that evokes a range of emotions, from joy to sorrow, allowing viewers to connect with Reubens on a profound level.

“Pee-wee as Himself” is a must-watch for fans of Reubens’ work, as well as those curious about his life and legacy. This engaging and insightful documentary offers a fascinating look into the world of one of entertainment’s most iconic figures.